Sunday, September 04, 2005
episode 10
saturday is suppose to be a holiday...but thankx to our government...grrrr...i heard that the government are proposing to schools that they have an option of choosing wheter we wanted to replace the next five saturdays with a school day...so that our holidays will start on the november...what the hell are they thinking...i hope that our school would not accept it...i was reading jess blog...and she said about me choosing science stream instead of art stream...confession...i didnt choose art stream because of the discrimination between science and art stream...i think when i was in f3...pn. rokiah frequently reminds us to get good result so that we could enter cience stream...she didnt specifically said that art stream is lousy...but we all know deep down in our heart that students in the art stream are regarded as 'less keng' than those in the science stream...i dont think subjects offerred in art stream are easy...they are hard...equally hard as those science subjects in a totally different perspective...if it werent for thid discrimination between tha art and the science atream...i would have chosen art stream instead of suffering doing those add maths and chemistry freaking works...science is not my passion...judging from my previous post...none of my dream job have anything to do with science...i hated physics...it is just downright BORING...the experiments sucks...chemistry is confusing...and having that teacher to teach me chemisty...who's english needs to be improved HELL lot...i hate chemistry as well...dont even bother mentioning biology...i am not even taking it...jia once ask me to take biology...saying that it isnt hard as you think...just requires you to memories stuff...anyway...because the of the fact that i am not taking biology...i was placed into the 4scK...the second class...unsuprisingly...discriminations happens between the first class and the second class...with many teacher thinking that we are bunch of idiots compared to the other class...i didnt regret not taking bio though...i just felt sad with the attitudes of our teacher...ken hing told me that for english they dont do those fuckin comprehesions and stuff...while we recieved freakin loads of those that doesnt actually improves our english...they get to do Nie...while we dont...worst of all we have the same english teacher...probably i am over-sensitive...ms doh did a bet...sayin that if we could get higher marks than the other class...she would belanja us pizza...we won the bet...many teachers thought i am in 4sc1...but when i say no lah 4sc2 lah...thir face turns into those...'oh kelas kedua rupanya' kinda pity the dog face...i feel like shouting at them whats wrong...i dont think teachers like being discriminated themselves hor...you see...discrimination exist even between class in the science stream...sigh...ken hing told me that he wants to be an engineer...[he got influenced by the engineering talk that day in midvalley]i told him to dream on...dont be naive...harsh but i was seriously sincere...i was thinking for his own good...i hope he makes a better decision... bye....
