Friday, September 02, 2005
episode 9
yesterday there wasnt electrical supply today...T.T...since 4am in the morn...went to school as usal though...yesterdays debate was funny...as expected josh didnt prepare..so their team was pretty much all over the place...while the other team had their scripts all neatly done...then came to the funniest and worst part...*dong dong dong*...tong jie were suppose to disagree with the motion..."capital punishment should be abolished"..but ended up agreeing with the other team by saying living in jail is much better rather than being executed...and because of him they lost...poor thing...this is the first time i have ever seen douglas so serious... :S...the next day...this morn i and jess chit-chated about something...which leads to the question...'what is your ambition'...well since young i have lots of ambition...changing all the time...but lately i was trying to make up my mind on the right ambition that really suited me and that i will enjoy doing the rest of my life...but being someone indicisive had brought me trouble...there are less than a years ang a half before i go to college...i just had to make up my mindkindergarten-i wanted to be a train driver...whatever you call it lah...coz i am just so fascinated with trains...i love the show Thomas the Tank Engine...i still love trains now...but this job is rather thought to be a low-class kinda job...primary-a doctor...*yawn*...i know...i think if you ask any small kids about their ambition...the probability of you hearing the word doctor is likely 1/2...-teacher...*yawn twice*...again if you ask any small kids about their ambition...the probability of you hearing the word teacher is likely 1/2...i seriously dont think there will be any teachers in the future in malaysia.secondary-hotel manager...i wanted to be one...but my classmates keep on saying that i will go bankcrupt even before i start to do anything...which just makes you give up...T.T...i planned to have my hotel with different themes every floor...like if you go to the first floor it will be very japanese...while the second floor will be very hawaii-an..so its like traveling around the globe in the same hotel... :Dthen i wanted to become a tour guide...again my classmate had pulled down my hopes...by saying i would have any time for my family...i wouldnt get married...and stuff...and they are low-paided...[are malaysians all bout money when it comes to job] then i seriously dreamed of being a theme park owner...but then due to the financial issues...T.Tthen a year later comes a show called 'The Apprentice'...a business style competition which made me realised on how i actually like business too...especially on the real estate part...but again...they say that the real estate thingy is very risky and other craps.......fuh...after the Taylor's Career Exhibiton thingy in school a month ago..that had help me to make up my mind...after so many gruesomes thoughts about the pros and cons on every ambition...i have chosen...*dong dong dong*...tourism...event management part...allright...so they are low paid...and they might be deprived from their families and stuff...but i would rather choose a hands-on, not-so theory, fun job that i will enjoy doing and to get low*paid for the stuff that i enjoy doing...than to do something that i hate doing but to get high-paid for it...think about it...in the end...only losers give a damn on what other ppl have to say about your dream job...i choose tourism despite the disagreement of my mother...if you are those money minded kinda ppl...i seriously have nothing to say about you guys...doing jobs that you hate makes you die earlier...spend more money to relax yourself...and other craps...the decision is yours...In Tourism Management...the world is your classroom...those pharses attracted me...:)
