on monday i went to see a doctor. by the time i was in the clinic i was probably half-dead. my body was so freaking HOT i could barely stand or sit down properly. once i reached the clinic the first thing i did was i lied down on the couch.


my head hurts.


i all nurses should be able to type at a proper pace. the one on duty had probably taken a few minutes just to type my name. forget about me address and other details. i was already half dead. if i wasnt i would have complain complain complain. :P


then darrens name was called. for god sake. cant they see i was sick-er. btw, me+me younger bro+younger sis went to the clinic together :P, darren because he is still cough-ing despite the rm20 medicine, then my sis coz it was time for her to get one of her injections.


while the doctor was examining darren, again i lied down on the sick bed. waiting. waiting. waiting. finally my turn. usual questions.

whats the matter?
fever.
cough?
nope.
flu?
nope.
headache?
nope.
pleghm?
nope.
only fever?
yes.


then she yes a she, took out those thermometers you put on your forehead, put it on my forehead and *ta-da*, goodness gracious, very high fever. that didnt really bother me. i know i have very high fever. then she said to my dad,


i suspect denggi.


me:er. okay. then, the doctor continued


the next 2 days if the fever doesnt go away. he needs a blood test.


did i hear blood test? f*ck. needles are my worst phobia. my whole family knows about it. the whole lai-clan knows about it.


i remember when i got bitten by a dog, the doctor said i needed an injection. guess what i did?


when the doctor slowly lays his hand+needle towards the injured part of my skin.


*dup*


without realising, i had just kick the doctor's private part. the doctor is a male lah.


the doctor forgave me. but still that didnt changed the fact that i am scared of needles.


the bcg jab was unpainful to be honest.it was nothing. then i started feeling good.


when the school had this mass-immune campaign. cant remember what you called it lah. the only thing i remember was all students were made compulsory to get a jab.


*sigh*


but again it wasnt that painful. it was slighly painful than my bcg jab but wasnt painful enough to make anyone cry. i remember stupid pn hazizah said that the doctors have prepareda special tactic for those who didnt dared to take the jab.


she said the students will be tied or if the student were to afraid that he-she ran away to save themselves, the doctor will "shoot" the needle towards them.


i am so dumbfounded that i believed her.


so today my fever has slighly recovered. however i am starting to get cough and sore throat and the usual stuff, which means i will get my blood test today.


i'm all of a sudden scared.


afraid.


and what if its really denggi? more jabs? or even worse, some other kind of disease which requires more jabs? i dont wanna go to the hospital!


guess i am thinking too much again :P


oh, my mom bought a lot of 100 plus for me to drink, encouraging me to drink. haha. said it will help to improve my health. i am just glad i have the energy to go online and play maple :D


theres only a few more hours left. sigh.