Saturday, January 28, 2006
broken smile

-retardism-
...
its sad to be in the middle of a silent controversy.
whatever one the
them said. fuck you.
and somehow rather it damaged the relationship between some of us and
them. and being one of
them previously, i feel sad; betrayed.
everyone time i look at one of
them, though knowing they arent involved with the controvery, its heavy to smile. the words of what that one fucker said was too much.
i dont look at
them the same way i used to. i dont look at
them. i dont reply their hi bye genuinely. even when i smile at them, behind my smile lies hatred...
its probably why i look sad to
them, always.
...
and i think someone hates me for being honest about her intolerable attitude. -_-
just hope that she will open her eyes to see how tiny her social circle is and how
many people hates her.
hmmp.
remedy;
