i cant.


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You know at times when friends are suppose to be there when you need them, but they always seem to be miles away from you. And at most times, strangers are always the one who are there to help you, to support you, to care for you like what your friends should have done.


Erm, okay, it happens to me, most all the time.


At 3.40pm, my PBSM teacher confronted me and said " Eric we have a board that needs to be decorated by this evening!". F*ck. First of all, its go home time. Second, I know peanuts about Red Cresent or anything related. Third, i need to go home. Fourth, I have no materials whatsoever. Fifth, fullstop. I am complaining to much.


And since everyone is going home, no one helped me. Except for kim, sach, and erm...forget her name, who kinda relunctantly help me, coz i forced them :P. So i told them to go back, since they look very tired and exhausted. And so i was alone. :(


Spent so many freaking time printing, running, stapling, and running, and more running (from the new wing 4th floor to the old building 4th floor mind you). Some kind form 3 offered their help, but i turned them down, since they have their own board to decorate. But they keep on insisting and without my knowledge, they started decorating my PBSM board.


OMFG!!!


I AM SPEECHLESS!!! How kinder can a stranger be? I dont know them at all, and they dont know me at all.


Gonna belanja them tomorrow :) They deserve it.


They makes me think my friends are all jerks. maybe some.


I feel like some mashed potato wrapped inside a parcel in my classroom.


When Ivan's sis was dropping me at Leisure Mall, fucking impatient cars behind were all honking. (She was using some cars with 2 doors, and i was sitting behind, so a bit slow lah). Damn,I feel so bad for Ivan's sis. Bastards behing kept on honking like they were rushing to their hookers or something...


I should have went and smashed their front window with my fist :)