Plan changed - gonna host 2 instead :S


Based on my extreme hysteria currently, I cant really imagine the devestated state of me when everything will be over.


oh god *horror*


On another irrelevent note. I tend to forget EASILY!


and nowadays my short term memory disease are getting very very serious. ken hing told me whatever i said today, i have actually already told him yesterday and the day before and also the day before that. oh my... and he told me that mostly my conversations with him are mostly "repeats" ... and i have no idea about it... and today when doing that student council thingy...ah...dont wanna mention..


is there anything that can increase my memory capasity?


I have lost my voice, shouting: "Now you are going to vote for the treasurer and club director of the student council, please put a CROSS at the box provided and REMAIN SITTED when youre ready. Thank you". I may sound rude, but I really think some students are sheer bastards.


Btw, its treasurer, not tresurer =.=


I shall remain happy and calm so that I wouldnt have white hairs like josh :P


and i shall smile always unlike someone. I need a realiable consultant/counsellor. One of my friend is....hopeless, changed, different, hopeless, and bloody unapproachable...


Now I wake up at 5 and go home at 5 as well, just because my bro has some sports practise in the morning @.@ i mean, like fuck? what am i gonna do in school at 6 soemthing? The school still havent open the door, the corridors are hell dark, and most of the time i will be humming to myself comforting my terrified soul... T.T...oh and since no one comes that early, it also means i have no homework to copy.


Oh, I am gonna host 2 students instead now :)